We arrived at Sauk
Center at 1 o'clock. I wrote to father. Butter, 10c. A poor fence of a fort.
SOURCE: Lewis C.
Paxson, Diary of Lewis C. Paxson: Stockton, N.J., 1862-1865, p. 5
We arrived at Sauk
Center at 1 o'clock. I wrote to father. Butter, 10c. A poor fence of a fort.
SOURCE: Lewis C.
Paxson, Diary of Lewis C. Paxson: Stockton, N.J., 1862-1865, p. 5
Two letters to-day,
and two papers, all from home. Seems as if I had been there for a visit. I
wonder if my letters give them as much pleasure? I expect they do. It is
natural they should. I know pretty nearly what they are about, but of me, they
only know what I write in my letters, and in this, my everlasting letter, as I
have come to call my diary. It is getting to be real company for me. It is my
one real confident. I sometimes think it is a waste of time and paper, and then
I think how glad I would be to get just such nonsense from my friends, if our
places were changed. I suppose they study out these crow's tracks with more
real interest than they would a message from President Lincoln. We are looking
for a wet bed again to-night. It does not rain, but a thick fog covers
everything and the wind blows it in one side of our tents and out the other.
Maybe I have
described our life here before, but as no one description can do it justice I
am going to try again. We are in a field of 100 acres, as near as I can judge,
on the side of a hill, near the top. The ground is newly seeded and wets up
quickly, as such ground usually does. We sleep in pairs, and a blanket spread
on the ground is our bed while another spread over us is our covering. A narrow
strip of muslin, drawn over a pole about three feet from the ground, open at
both ends, the wind and rain, if it does rain, beating in upon us, and water
running under and about us; this, with all manner of bugs and creeping things
crawling over us, and all the while great hungry mosquitoes biting every
uncovered inch of us, is not an overdrawn picture of that part of a soldier's
life, set apart for the rest and repose necessary to enable him to endure
several hours of right down hard work at drill, in a hot sun with heavy woollen
clothes on, every button of which must be tight-buttoned, and by the time the
officers are tired watching us, we come back to camp wet through with
perspiration and too tired to make another move. Before morning our wet clothes
chill us to the marrow of our bones, and why we live, and apparently thrive
under it, is something I cannot understand. But we do, and the next day are
ready for more of it. Very few even take cold. It is a part of the contract,
and while we grumble and growl among ourselves we don't really mean it, for we
are learning what we will be glad to know at some future time.
Now I am about it,
and nothing better to do, I will say something about our kitchen, dining room
and cooking arrangements. Some get mad and cuss the cooks, and the whole war
department, but that is usually when our stomachs are full. When we are hungry
we swallow anything that comes and are thankful for it. The cook house is
simply a portion of the field we are in. A couple of crotches hold up a pole on
which the camp kettles are hung, and under which a fire is built. Each company
has one, and as far as I know they are all alike. The camp kettles are large
sheet-iron pails, one larger than the other so one can be put inside the other
when moving. If we have meat and potatoes, meat is put in one, and potatoes in
the other. The one that gets cooked first is emptied into mess pans, which are
large sheet-iron pans with flaring sides, so one can be packed in another. Then
the coffee is put in the empty kettle and boiled. The bread is cut into thick
slices, and the breakfast call sounds. We grab our plates and cups, and wait
for no second invitation. We each get a piece of meat and a potato, a chunk of
bread and a cup of coffee with a spoonful of brown sugar in it. Milk and butter
we buy, or go without. We settle down, generally in groups, and the meal is
soon over. Then we wash our dishes, and put them back in our haversacks. We
make quick work of washing dishes. We save a piece of bread for the last, with
which we wipe up everything, and then eat the dish rag. Dinner and breakfast
are alike, only sometimes the meat and potatoes are cut up and cooked together,
which makes a really delicious stew. Supper is the same, minus the meat and
potatoes. The cooks are men detailed from the ranks for that purpose. Every one
smokes or chews tobacco here, so we find no fault because the cooks do both.
Boxes or barrels are used as kitchen tables, and are used for seats between
meals. The meat and bread are cut on them, and if a scrap is left on the table
the flies go right at it and we have so many the less to crawl over us. They
are never washed, but are sometimes scraped off and made to look real clean. I
never yet saw the cooks wash their hands, but presume they do when they go to
the brook for water.
SOURCE:
Lawrence Van Alstyne, Diary of an Enlisted Man, p. 28-31
PHILADELPHIA. We were too
crowded in the cars to see much, or to do much, coming here. Most of us slept
nearly all the way. I did for one, but I had dreams of being trod on, and no
doubt I was, for there are some that never sleep, and are constantly on the
move. We finally stopped and were ferried across a river and landed in this
city.
We then marched to a large
hall called "The Cooper Shop," why, I don't know. We were given a
royal meal, breakfast I should call it, but it was so dark, and I was so sleepy
I hardly knew whether it was supper or breakfast. Cold beef, sausage, bread and
butter, cheese, and good hot coffee. It was far ahead of any meal we have had
so far. I am told that the place is kept open night and day by some benevolent
association, and that no regiment passes through without getting a good square
meal. If soldiering is all like this I am glad I am a soldier. If the Rebs ever
get as far North as Philadelphia, I hope the 128th New York may be here to help
defend the "Cooper Shop." After breakfast we went out on the sidewalk
and slept until after daylight. We soon after started for a railroad station,
where we took a train for Baltimore. Our ride so far has been one grand picnic.
We have lots of fun. No matter what our condition may be, there are some that
see only the funny side, and we have enough of that sort to keep up the spirits
of all. All along the way the people were out, and the most of them gave us
cheers, but not all, as was the case in Hudson. We are nearing the enemy's
country. The change in sentiment begins to show, and the farther we go, I
suppose, the less cheering we will hear, until finally we will get where the
cheers will all be for the other fellow, and we will find ourselves among foes
instead of friends.
Later. We are stuck on an
up-grade. The engine has gone ahead with a part of the train, and we are
waiting for it to come back. The train men say we are about forty miles from
Baltimore. That means forty miles from our fodder, and I for one am hungry now.
That meal at the Cooper Shop was good, but not lasting enough for this trip.
The boys are out on the ground having some fun and I am going to join them.
BALTIMORE, MD. We are here at
last. Marched about two miles from where the cars stopped, and are sitting on
the sidewalk waiting to see what will happen next. I hope it will be something
to eat, for I am about famished. Some of the men are about played-out. The
excitement and the new life are getting in their work. The day has been very
hot, too, and with nothing to eat since some time last night, it is not strange
we begin to wonder where the next meal is coming from, and when it will come.
Baltimore is not like New York. I know that much now, but I don't know enough
about either city to tell what the difference is. A regiment, fully armed,
escorted us here from the cars, and are either staying around to keep us from
eating up the city, or to keep the city from eating us, I don't know which.
Some act friendly, but the most of the people look as if they had no use for
us. Later. We have finally had something to eat. My folks always taught me
never to find fault with the victuals set before me, so I won't begin now. But
for that I should say something right now. But whatever it was it had a bracing
effect and we soon started and marched through the city to high ground, which I
am told is "Stewart's Hill."
SOURCE: Lawrence Van
Alstyne, Diary of an Enlisted Man, p.
18-20
After a very cold
night spent in sleeplessness, I arose, determined to have something better to
eat than our daily ration of coarse meal and poor beef, supplemented
occasionally with a little sugar and molasses. I procured a permit from Captain
Feeney, which was duly approved by Colonel Tillman, but could not pass the
pickets on it: had to return a short distance and go around them, which was no
easy job, considering the topography of the country. After cooning logs over
the same crooked little stream some half dozen times, we (Arch Conaway and
myself) found ourselves in a dense canebrake, and then in the midst of an
impassable swamp. Being lost, we struck out straight ahead, and finally came to
a farm-house; asked if we could purchase any potatoes, pork, or butter, and
were told "nary tater;" pushed on to the second house, and the same
question asked, and the same answer returned; ditto at the third house and the
fourth started on return; found an aged colored individual, who agreed to steal
us a small hog at night for the small consideration of ten dollars and a half.
No help for it. Must have a change of diet. [A story is told of a soldier in
this regiment, when at Port Hudson, which is appropriate in this connection.
He, like our author, needed a "change of diet," and slipped into a
farmer's hog-pen one night to get it. He saw, what appeared to him, a fine
large porker, lying fast asleep, and with practiced skill approached and
knocked it in the head with his axe. On attempting to turn it over he found his
game had been dead three or four days.]
SOURCE: Edwin L.
Drake, Editor, The Annals of the Army of Tennessee and Early Western History,
Vol. 1, p. 20-1
The army is filling
up with conscripts, absentees and others, and if we get also the principals of
the substitutes our army will soon be very formidable. Mose Cappock has
returned, although his wound has not quite healed. I believe if we whip the
Yankees good again this spring they will quit in disgust. Their cause is not
just, like ours, and they are sure to become discouraged more readily.
The people of
Richmond have had a great time recently, feasting and fĂȘting General Morgan.
Men who saw him there tell me he is very young, handsome and attractive, but is modest
and has a most pleasing address. I learned that when he passed through Newberry
the people made him come out of the train and let them all take a good look at
him.
An officer in our
regiment was cashiered for forging a furlough, sure enough. I feel very sorry
for him and think he should go to the Yankees the first chance he gets, for he
is ruined wherever this thing becomes known.
The winter has been
unusually severe so far, but I am perfectly comfortable in every way, except
that our diet is becoming anything else but bountiful or extravagant. We draw a
little coffee and sugar occasionally. For breakfast this morning I had a cup of
"Pure Rio," some ham, rice, biscuit and butter, but I have a hankering
for such things as syrup, sweet potatoes, sauer-kraut, and the like. I do hope
it will not be a great while before I can have such things.
Edwin still has some
of the good things to eat which he brought from home in his trunk. His servant,
Tony, stole some of his syrup to give to a negro girl who lives near our camp,
and Ed gave him a pretty thorough thrashing for it. He says Tony is too much of
a thief to suit him and he intends to send him back home. I had to give Gabriel
a little thrashing this morning for "jawing” me. I hate very much to raise
a violent hand against a person as old as Gabriel, although he is black and a
slave. He is too slow for me, and I intend to send him back by Billie when he
goes home on furlough.
I must close, as
Gabriel is bringing in my dinner. I will write to you again in a few days.
The weather has been
fine recently and there have been some indications of a move. Yesterday we were
ordered to cook one day's rations and be ready to march, but it has turned very
cold to-day and everything is quiet again.
About ten days ago I
succeeded in buying some turnips and cabbage, and I found them most delightful
for a change until our box from home arrived. Everything in it was in excellent
condition except the sweet potatoes. It contained ten gallons of kraut, ten of
molasses, forty pounds of flour, twelve of butter, one-half bushel of Irish
potatoes, one-half peck of onions, about one peck of sausage, one ham, one side
of bacon and some cabbage. I am expecting Edwin to visit me to-morrow and I
shall offer him part of the kraut and some of the molasses, but he is so
independent I am afraid he will not accept it.
I saw Colonel Hunt's
wife yesterday, and she is the first lady with whom I have conversed since my
return in December. He pays ten dollars a day board for himself and wife at a
house near our camp.
Dr. Tyler has had
his furlough extended twenty days by the Secretary of War, and will not return
before February. I have been alone for over four weeks. I have had such a quiet
time that I have been reading Shakespeare some recently. I received a letter
from Robert Land's wife begging me to give her husband a sick furlough, and I
told him to write her that if he could ever get sick again he certainly should
go at once.
The postmaster is
here and I must close.
SOURCE: Dr. Spencer
G. Welch, A Confederate Surgeon's Letters to His Wife, p. 88-9
This morning we take the train for Bethel, and in about one hour we arrive at this outpost and are conducted to the barracks lately vacated by the Forty-third Ohio. We find the Seventh Iowa stationed here, who very cordially welcome the Seventh Illinois as their “Brother Crampers.” The two Sevenths soon come to a mutual conclusion that they can run this part of the line and impart general satisfaction to all concerned. It is said that smiles are not wanting for the “vandals” in these parts. In the afternoon the regiment is paraded to receive Adjutant General Thomas, who is expected to arrive on the afternoon train. After his arrival and reception by the troops, he addresses us for a short time upon the issues growing out of the emancipation proclamation, and then proceeds on his way towards Corinth.
We remain at Bethel from the fourteenth of May until June 7th, 1863. The Seventh will long remember Bethel and Henderson, Tennessee. How they stood picket; how they patroled the railroad; how they drilled; how they run the lines and sallied forth into the country; how they mingled with the chivalry and partook of their hospitality; how they sat down and talked with the beautiful, and how they listened to their music, “Bonnie Blue Flag” and “Belmont;" how the citizens flocked to our lines; how the boys traded “Scotch snuff” to the gentle ones for chickens, butter and eggs. Yes, Bethel and Henderson will long live on memory's page.
HOSPITAL LIFE.
Thus far I have been unable to discover any charms in hospital life. With fair health the active camp is far preferable. This hospital is divided into three departments. The first is the officers' ward, the second is the hospital for the wounded and very sick, and the third is the convalescent camp. The first two are in large hospital tents and are furnished with cots, mattresses and other necessary conveniences. In the third are more than 600 men, quartered under shelter tents. I am in this department. It is not supposed that there are any sick men here. They are all either dead beats or afflicted with laziness, and a draft is made from among them twice a week for the front. I had been here only four days when I was drawn, but Garland of company C, who is an attache at Doctor Sadler's office, saw my name on the roll and scratched it off. Although there are none here supposed to be sick, there seems to be a singular fatality among them as we furnish about as large a quota every day for the little cemetery out here as they do from the sick hospital. But then in a population of 600 or more, three or four deaths a day is not surprising. I have been here three weeks and have been drafted four times, but with my friend Garland's help I have escaped. I should be pleased to be back with the boys if I was only half well, but I reckon I shall not be troubled with any more drafts.
Doctor Hoyt sent a man back the other day. The next morning he was sent up with a sharp note to Doctor Sadler, saying that he didn't send men to the hospital that were fit for duty and didn't want them sent back until they were. That roused Doctor Sadler's ire, and he says when Hoyt wants his men he can send for them.
Doctor Sadler has the whole charge of the convalescent camp, and has several young fellows, assistant surgeons so called, on his staff. Some of these fellows I should think had been nothing more than druggists' clerks at home, but by some hook or crook have been commissioned assistant surgeons and sent out. here. Every morning all who are able in all the ten wards go up to be examined and prescribed for by these new fledged doctors, and those not able to go seldom receive any medical attendance, but it is just as well and perhaps better that they do not go, as the skill of these young doctors is exceedingly limited. Doctor Sadler is a fine man and a skilful surgeon. He comes around occasionally, visiting those who are not able to go out and prescribes for them, and for a day or two afterwards the assistants will attend to those cases. These assistants make the examinations and draft the men for the front, after which they are again examined by Doctor Sadler and frequently a number of them will not be accepted, and the assistants oftentimes need not feel very much flattered by some remarks of the doctor.
This convalescent camp holds its own in spite of all the drafts made on it. Recruits arrive daily and the drafts are made twice a week, sending back 50 or 100 at each draft.
When a draft is made one of the assistants comes into a ward and orders it turned out, and every man not down sick abed turns out. The ward-master forms them in single rank and the inspection begins. They commence on the right and go through the ward, making the same examinations and asking the same questions of every man in the ward. They feel the pulse and look at the tongue, and if those are right they are booked for the front. They remind me of horse jockeys at Brighton, examining horses. Some of the boys who are well enough but are in no hurry to go back, chew wild cherry or oak bark to fur their tongues and are thus exempted until Doctor Sadler gets hold of them, when they have to go. We get some recruits from the other hospital, for as soon as a sick or wounded man there is declared convalescent he is sent here.
A good joke occurred one morning when one of them was drafted for the front. He had been slightly wounded in the leg and was getting around with a crutch. When his ward was ordered out for draft he fell in with the rest, and the doctor, not noticing the crutch, but finding his pulse and tongue all right, marked him as able-bodied. When Sadler inspected them, he said to this fellow: “What are you here for?” “Going to the front, I suppose; there is where I am ticketed for.” Sadler laughed, and said: “I'll excuse you.” Then turning to his assistant, remarked: “We are not yet so hard up for men as to want three-legged ones." That assistant looked as though he wished he was at home under his mother's best bed.
This whole hospital is under the management of a Doctor Fowler, and as far as I am able to judge is well and skilfully managed. The cuisine is excellent and far better than could be expected in a place like this. The hospital fund as fast as it accrues is expended for vegetables, fruits, milk, butter, cheese, preserves and many other things which the government is not supposed to furnish. The kitchen is in two departments, one where are cooked and served out the meats, soups, vegetables and other food for the convalescent. In the other are cooked the roasts, steaks, broths, beef tea and all kinds of light diet for the officers' ward and the sick and wounded department. The light diet is presided over by an angel of mercy in the person of a Miss Dame who is the hospital matron.
This morning we remain in the shade, having no orders to move. Some of the boys sally forth into the plantations, and it is not long until they return with a large supply of chickens, turkeys, butter and eggs.
This afternoon we move forward twelve miles; march in quick time. One by one the boys drop by the way, being unable to keep up with the command on account of the excessive heat.